OMFG, you will never guess what happened. My friend, Shawnia, who is a high classed high style friend of mine just told me that she started going out with one of my enemies, Desmond that is a black ghetto drug using gang banger who I hate with a passion. So, I started to talk to her about it, and she just says "It's my choice" I mean, OMG, why. He's a total freak. Why why why!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!? So, I'm not going to talk to her much anymore. If she wants that kind of life, fine.
Feeling Sad Hearing Jet- Look what we've Done Short Ooooo, look what you've done. You've made a fool of everyone. Oh well, it seems like such fun until you loose what you have have won. JUST DEPRESSION: Kevin wants me to quit my job. What can I say? Um, doesn't help that I started PMS'ing yesterday. I can think straight. I haven't anyone to turn to right now. My friends are away. Somehow I'm to wake up tomorrow and watch my best friend get married while I am so alone. While I'm so sad. While, I'm nothing but mush. And all day tomorrow I will have to keep that stupid smile on my face which draws me seconds closer to suicide. I'm sick. I'm tired. I barly have energy to get out of bed. I'm thinking selffishly. I've not lost myself, I've just made sure I can never be found for this depression is deeper, stronger, and more endurring than any of it's predesesors. To my lord I turn, to no avail, to my friends I tur...