Life's TRUE Journey

Don't worry, you're not alone. I've been put under a lot of pressure recently on five fronts. Church, Family, Job, Self, and Friends. I know you are saying "What the fuck! I'm your friend and I need you" Well, I know you are, but I have some friends with very urgent problems up front and center. Your problems may be more right now, but it's (and I'm sorry to sound cruel) is a first come first serve basis. I'm trying hard to balance all of this and I'm sorry I'm not handling it as well as in the past. I've taken on a lot more responsibilities at church, there are so many stressful situation within my family right now, I'm getting more hours at both my jobs (which is a blessing and a curse at the same time), and I'm dealing with all this when I have a few medical issues with myself that I'm also trying to handle. So, let me tell you how much I love each and every one of my friends, real life and myspace/facebook only.

Hello my beautiful wonderful and stupid friends. This blog, I think, will go one for a bit, so only my truly devoted readers may read this, but whatever. I have much to say, and much to update on. Pieces and pieces all around and I don't mind not being able to make a neat blog, as you would. But I can guarantee it will be filled with my innermost thoughts. Subject 1: Matthew Shepard So, can anyone tell me when he was attacked. Well, I can. October 7th 1998 and he passed away on October 12th 1998. I recall being a young gay teen at the time and hearing of this. It was an important moment in my life when I had to make the choice to stay in the closet and be safe from this type of thing or to come out and be who I am. What a hard choice it was to be in the situation of having to even think about that. Over the years, there have been lots of conclusion as to why the losers who killed Matthew killed him. I don't care what it was. He was our brother. He was a person. Ne