Life's TRUE Journey

Life moves on without them। Current mood: discontent Category: Life It's funny, a few months ago, things were looking so up. I had a wonderful boyfriend with whom I envisioned a future filled with happiness, and love, and yes challenges, but nothing we couldn't overcome. I had a grandmother that I could call and try to overcome my rare moments when I lacked faith. She comforted and counseled me until I could see the light again. A few months ago, I knew who I was and where I was going and I would be damn if anyone was going to stop me..... But God had other plans. Though, not mine to understand, God decided the path I was on needed to be altered. I lost my relationship. I thought it would last, but Matthew had other plans. I lost my grandmother. I knew she wouldn't last, but I started to feel that maybe.... just maybe. It was her time though. She spent her life serving the Lord and she needed to rest, and that she did. It's on Sundays such as this where I

It hit me harder than I thought it would. My sister woke me up after spending the night at my house. She says to me " Grandma went to sleep" I knew at that moment what had happened. I posted a blog in March when "the end" was thought to be sooner rather than almost four months later. I shall repost it here after stating what I need to state. The hardest part was how to tell my mother, who held her mother in such high regards. hell, anyone who knew my Grandma Gene respected, loved, and cherished her. She made bad people good. That takes something. She made good people feel even better. There are no words that can describe this incredible woman. This woman who has saved my life here on earth, and my soul. She watered and nurtured my soul. She basked it in God sunlight and always had faith that I would grow to be exactly what God needed me to be. She's up there now; Blessing all the angels and singing in that beautiful tune that she sang here on ear