Life's TRUE Journey

Sorry it took a while. The date sucked so bad, I wished he died on the way home. :). Oh well. I'm still happy. Well, yeah, happy. I'll be happier when I get back into school. At least there, I feel as if I am around people with at least some sense. I've had too much time to think about too many things and I feel that stupid depression might creep back up on me. But, amazingly, I've been dealing with it well. I haven't allowed myself to dip into that bag. You all would be so proud of me. Shawna and I are at odds a bit. It's stupid actually. Hopefully some of you can relate to my situation. Shawna is a total fag hag ( See, that's why she's my bestest friend, yet I'm always competing with other queers for he attention and that's just so not right. ) But that's nt the point. She brings these guys to my house or to my work place and she trys to set me up with these guys. I tell her not to do that because the guys that she b

Hello sweethearts! Hey, don't yell at me! I had surprize family up here from Georgia. This has to be a short one because I'm going to update later tonight too because I have to tell you guys about the date that I have tonight. Yay! Well, what's going on? Andrew is a raciest elitist pig! That's what's fucking new. I was speaking of a really cute guy who happens to be hispanic cutting our grass. He goes off saying how degrading it is that he's a lawn cutter. He acted as if he was ashamed of this, and I am like whoa. This guy is working hard, and I'm pretty sure making a god pay for a long days work, and Andrew finds this man to be shameful?!?!??!?!?! WTF. Maybe there is something I do not see since I am not hispanic, but from my point of view there's nothing degrading about having a job and making money! Psh to you Drewsey. You really pissed me off. Yeah yeah, so, anyways, peple, tell me why the hell am I dreaming of Cory for the last t

Three months later, I squeeze in time to update. I most likely lost a lot of fans and faithful readers. It sucks, but it means that my life actually been filled with things and I have more to type. There is so much to say, and there is no way I can do this cronilogically, so I will have todo it by name. So, here we go. Cory - Cory and I had been at odds about a lot of things. So, anyways, we started to talk and trust each other again. Yes, I'm dumb and I know it. After he beat his drug rap, I should have took a hike then. But I was so content on falling in love and changing him. That is until a month ago when he stole $1100 from me and ran. Yes, you heard me right. I was so dissappointed. More with myself than anything. I pressed charges and they're building a case now. I thought it would be a open and shut case, but it seems like it's taking forever. I haven't seen him since. I don't even know if he's still running or back home. It's