Life's TRUE Journey

40 Dirty Little SecretsBe honest no matter what.[ONE] Who were your last 3 texts from?All of them from my ex Joshua[TWO] Where was your default taken ?In a room[THREE] What's your middle name?Um, I'm not telling, but I have two and they start with C and J[FOUR] Your current relationship status?Kissing a certain boy, but not totally steady because it's the kiss kiss phase. Not even dating.[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?Not as much as I would like[SIX] What is your current mood?Stiff but excited that I'm loosing weight[SEVEN] Are you shy?It used to be 90% shy, but it's down to about 65%[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?Black[NINE] If you were to go on a reality TV show, which one would you go on?WIPEOUT, TOTALLY! ( I love amanda Jo and this confirms it)TEN] Are you imagining anyone naked right now?Well, Amanda Jo and Chris . mmmmm.[ELEVEN] Did you ever sneak into an R rated movie?No.[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?Yes, a couple. I think I really

Ok, I promise no creepy sexual stuff this time. LOL. Well, maybe just a little. So, I've been watching the Olympics because you know I'm a deep lover of other cultures. Yes, i get turned on by some of the athletes, but that's not the point. I just love other countries and the culture richness of the whole Olympic thing. My favorite events are tennis,the women's gymnastics and any of the games involving a bow and arrow or gun. So, that's a departure from "me" . I don;'t like hunting and I really don't like sports at all. But, I don't know why it's so different with the Olympics that compel me to watch. I also like watching male gymnastics for a very nonsportish reason. lol. Forgive me. Which brings me to a very funny joke. Ok, not really a joke, but today I was watching the running/sprinting and there is a guy that came in first by the name Tyson Gay. So, they were talking about how he edged out a teammate earlier on by the

This is an old post you can read instead of that sexually full one. Wednesday, October 23, 2002 Lee lee l la la la. So, okay, everyone around me wants to kill themselves. Andrew is all depressed and wants to die, and Cory mentioned that he's tired of it all and wants to die, and I said it's time for me to die. So, it's like, I don't know, the moon or something. Starting to question if I make everyone totally depressed around me. Well, I can't be too depressing. This guy keeps saying he loves me because he reed my journal and he keeps giving me his phone number and wanting to go get something to eat. I'm like, ew! It's not him, seriously, it's me. I'm just not the type of person for all that jazz. I would rather chase after a guy that is in love with his girlfriend, yet tells me they broke up everyday! Ugh to you Cory. Ugh. I bought Cory and card and a gift the other day and he got all sentimental with me saying lots of sweet stuff to me. I just wish

Hey my people. As promised, here's another blog, though it's late. Sorry. I will not make it up though. Let me start this blog by saying the following; Listen I love all my friends and I know they love me, but I know some people don't want to hear about certain things. You may want to skip this blog if you have a problem with gay stuff (sexually) or have a problem with any type of talk about sex. My church friends, you should skip this blog. My friends who don't want to think of me as a human sexual being, skip this. My relatives, please skip this. I am not going to get like super graphic or anything like that, but I'm going to honestly talk about a couple things in recent history for me. I posted a previous post from "back in the day" for you all to read if you are not going to read this one. Ok, so, you want to continue on. Fine. lol. I don't really have much to say. I've just been God awful horny lately. Sucks for me because I&