Life's TRUE Journey

ANDREW'S CONVO AndyDrew" [11:08 P.M.]: LMAO "Tommy D." [11:09 P.M.]: Sick of all you mexicans "AndyDrew" [11:09 P.M.]: omg "AndyDrew" [11:09 P.M.]: what? "Tommy D." [11:09 P.M.]: Well, I am. sorry "Tommy D." [11:09 P.M.]: I'm not raciest and I don't hate mexicans "AndyDrew" [11:10 P.M.]: ok "Tommy D." [11:10 P.M.]: So before you even start on that "AndyDrew" [11:10 P.M.]: i wasnt even going there "AndyDrew" [11:10 P.M.]: geeze "Tommy D." [11:10 P.M.]: Yeah, whatever "Tommy D." [11:10 P.M.]: You've depressed me "AndyDrew" [11:10 P.M.]: Why Tommy? "Tommy D." [11:10 P.M.]: Just because "AndyDrew" [11:10 P.M.]: no tell me "AndyDrew" [11:10 P.M.]: whats wrong? "Tommy D." [11:11 P.M.]: Porque? Tu no gusto me "Tommy D." [11:11 P.M.]: Wait, is that right> "AndyDrew" [11:11

Feeling Sad Hearing Jet- Look what we've Done Short Ooooo, look what you've done. You've made a fool of everyone. Oh well, it seems like such fun until you loose what you have have won. JUST DEPRESSION: Kevin wants me to quit my job. What can I say? Um, doesn't help that I started PMS'ing yesterday. I can think straight. I haven't anyone to turn to right now. My friends are away. Somehow I'm to wake up tomorrow and watch my best friend get married while I am so alone. While I'm so sad. While, I'm nothing but mush. And all day tomorrow I will have to keep that stupid smile on my face which draws me seconds closer to suicide. I'm sick. I'm tired. I barly have energy to get out of bed. I'm thinking selffishly. I've not lost myself, I've just made sure I can never be found for this depression is deeper, stronger, and more endurring than any of it's predesesors. To my lord I turn, to no avail, to my friends I tur

Feeling Angry Mother of friggen God! So, now you know why I do not post on friggen blogger! I typed like 15 more paragraphs to the previous post, and then I pressed the font function, and it was all erased. ( evil look ) So, now that AOL is back up and running, I will post here and copy there like I always do so I can make sure it will get post. ( angry look ) LIKE CHILDREN DO: So, what I was trying to say, stuff has happened with Kevin. Monday, I did finally get in contact with him and all he could do is ask what happened Saturday. I kept alluding the situation, until he finally got so upset that he hung up on me. So, Tuesday he didn't call, and I didn't call him. I wake up Wednesday morning and he's laying next to me. My niece had let him in Tuesday night and he crawled into bed with me unbeknownst to me. So, when I woke up, I was happy for all of 2 minutes. Then he woke up and the first thing out of his mouth was about Saturday. I got pissed and got ready f

Your mom and I would make an excellent couple. You think she would strap on and do me hard wh enever I want her to? Yay. Hey. For all of those people who are looking at my AOL journal, I know it seems as if I did not post Sunday, but I did. Well, I posted at my blogger journal because my AOL won't load. They are having some difficulties or something and I can't wait until they fix. I will be going to bed after posting on the blogger blog, and I will just have to copy to the AOL journal tomorrow. Hopefully they'll have things fixed. MISSING YOU: I've been having such a rough time recently, and I swear that not having Jhoeny to talk to has been a major part of the reason. My dominican lover ( Jhoeny that is. Not her mom who is my Dominican Dominatrix) has been off and we haven't been able to speak. :( I can't even write her a letter because she's no longer at her old address that I have and she hasn't written me yet with her new address. I was crying Frid