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So, ok, here's an update for you.
Birthday: Three words. Hor ri ble . Chris called in the morning, and I chewed him out but he wasn't in the mood to hear me so he hung up. So, whatever.

Andrew never said anything about it. So, I just said fuck it. Of course Kevin didn't mention it because he wasn't horny so he had no reason to acknowledge me the whole day.

So, work was no better. Yes, working on my birthday. Who gives a shit. So, the one person I was looking forward to telling me happy birthday didn'ts. He walks thru the damn door, and I'm looking to him to say hi. Or Happy birthday. No. Jackass there says " You need to stop calling up here and hanging up" WTF! No happy birthday, no Hi Tommy. I didn't even know what the hell he was talking about! He says that I called , said my name, then hung up. Like, I have the IQ of a rock or something. Ugh. So, go home pissed off, no voicemails, no phone calls. Whatever.
My mother, being the republican jackass she is comes up wishing happy birthday, then she brings up the fact that she wish both her twin boys would be engaged or married to a nice girl, but she's still proud of me. yeah! She went there. Sorry I'm not Chris mother. So, to hell with her. I go to sleep. Dan came later in the night,woke me up and made me go out to get some drinks. I just drank two, and didn't socialize with anyone. not even him. So, I went to sleep again.

Yay for my birthday. And I'm miserible.

SO, recently, my stupid jackass friends have been distant. Shawna is out of town, granted, but she could have called. Jhoeny is too focused on her shit and she's just ignoring me so fuck her. Fuck Kerra for not even remember until the day before yesterday. Fuck Drew for still not noticing. Fuck Cole for being a stupid dick like her always is. Fuck Jeff for being an asswipe and accusing me of stuff. Fuck my family. Fuck everybody!

So, I'm about to prepare for my trip to the Presidential Inaguration. I'm gonna be part of the counter protest, so if I'm not online or if you can't reach me the 19th-21st, that's why. What am I saying? Like any of you Jackasses, Bitches, or assholes actually will care or notice. So go to hell. They say that this inaguartion is very gaurded. Hopefully I will get shot or somethingthere so I can leave all of you with the last memory of just ignoring and mistreating me.

God Bless me, and the rest of you fuck off. I have no family,no friends, and no reason to care for people who couldn't give a flying shit about me. My love would be better sent out to all those people affected by the Tsnamomi. God bless all of them. And I but all my prays to those people. I wish I could go over there and help and be away from all you ungratful asswipes over here.

THomas Williams-DiMera
Written by thomasdimera

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