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OMG, so ROb and I were hanging out today, and I always joke around with him about seeing his cock and all. So, he goes, "I'll let you see it for a price" and you people don't understand. Rob is a guy who is strictly straight. I am only his friend because he didn't know I was bi first. So shocked, I asked him how much. And he was totally serious about this. He told me the amount and I said I would have it Friday. But I'm not going to do it. I'll give him what he needs because it's obvious he is having some sort of money crisis or something and just doesn't want to tell me. Ugh! He's a good guy, but he's very distant twords everyone. I'm the only one he really opens up to. Not even to his wife does he tell her what he tells me. I don;t know. He's okay.
Anyways, Cheryl and I didn't exchange many words today. It's like, her and Scott are trying to rub their relationship in my face, but it really is starting to have no affect on me. Little does she know, he and I had a nice little chat. Not in that way at all. In fact, I learned something very important about scott; He's in love with another. OMG, so scandalist!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. So, other than that, nothing happened today. I think I will update my blog daily. Love you all. Someone take my gaginity please!!!!!!!!!!!!

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