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Okay, I was in the inner city, down town to be exact, for a few functions today, and this homeless guy walks up to me and saids he needs some money to support his family and all this BS. And being that I dress nice and all, he thought I would just give up all my money to him. So, I politely said, "I have no money" , which I didn't at the moment because I just use my credit card for like everything. I would have gave him something, because I'm like that. So, anyways, as soon as I said I have nothing to give him he looks and he said, "Yes, you people just don't know how lucky you got it" . I was so insulted by this. Yes, I did the wrong thing. I told him to go fuck himself. But, you people don't understand. I'm not some rich snob. We aren't even that rich for freak sakes. We've been less fortunate. We haven't always gotten what we wanted. I mean, I know how lucky I am. I thank God everyday for being this lucky. But does that mean I have some sort of obligation to give away what my mother and I have worked so hard to get and maintain? What people don't understand is that no one get wealthy by giving their money away to anyone who ask. It's a totally downer to see people less fortunate than yourself, but if that person is angry because you actually WORKED for what you have, I have no pity for them, and nor should anyone else. I mean, I voleenteer for a lot of organizations to help those less fortunate than I! And I have no other reason to do so, but to help. Don't get me wrong people. All homeless peeps aren't bitter. Only like 25% are. I mean, the happiest person in the world is this guy name Tommy (not me) that I visit with like every month at the Salvation Army. Him and I always sit and play a game of chess and he talks about the people who he see on a daily basis. Like, this "stuffy white lady" that works at Ameritech as some sort of Executive who everyday tells him" Hey bum. Here's ten dollars" and he always say that the woman he speaks of has a huge crush on him. There's always a different story about that lady. Tommy is never upset with anyone. He's just happy. A lot happier than I am sometimes. It just amases me how different people are. Even with social class in america, there are still good and bad in each. I'm rambling on too much. I'll talk more later about other subject. Love you all. Seriously, I do.
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Cheryl Broke up with Jimmy
I'm sick as a dog.
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Going Christmas Shopping tomorrow
Rosie's Mad at me
Andrew's Mad at me
Jodi's mad at me
My mom's mad at me
I think my cat Booger is mad at me
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