Okay, so , um, hi everybody. Let's Talk Tom. Cheri and I have broken up. Yahoo. I almost lasted a month. Well, I'm not going to get into it right now, but it just didn't work out. Blah. This totally hot guy started working with me today. His name is Brandon and his eyes are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, OMFG. I haven't talked to him yet, but I do wish to get to know him. I went to go see Bones and I came out of the theater confusses and dumbfounded. I would reccommend you wait until the VIDEO goes on sale. for 5.99. OMG, I hope they don't make a DVD of that movie. Though I totally love Snoop Dog and his style. OMG, I would love to have that outfitt "Jimmy Bones" wears. I would be stylin in that. Hee hee hee. I also went to see Don't Say a Word. It was pretty cool. The ending leaves some questions as to what happens to the girl. I have my own theroy but "I'll never tell", lol,. It's a really good movie. I'm tired. I'll try to update this thing more. Just haven't had time.
Let's back track to my trip to North Carolina. After nearly loosing my entire self I set out to discover and do something different. I was so tired and so alone. While down in North Carolina I redownload one of those gay chat apps because I was bored . Needless to say horny as well, but that's just my entire being. Btw, when they tell you that your sex drive does down as you get older, they're a damn lie. I've never felt as sexually driven as I am now. Ever. Back ti the point, I was feeling all kind of things while trying to figure out what exactly I need to help myself. One experiment was to just stop beating up in myself and not put sexuality on such a high pedestal. I started with thinking that sex was special and reserved for when you meet that special someone and then you open up and then bam. Never been one of the casual sex scene. But my mind at the time was I am never going to find that someone so no use in being sexually frustrated waiting for somethin