Well, I guess I'm going to intro into a blog. Lets start off with a song. After the song, the update. All below.
(Fade to black) (Spotlight Thomas in all black)
Don't be scared
I've done this before
Show me your teeth
Don't want no money (want your money)
That shit's is ugly
Just want your sex (want your sex)
Take a bit of my bad man l meat (bad Man meat)
Take a bite of me
Show me your teeth
Let me see your mean
Got no direction (no direction)
I need direction
Just got my vamp (got my vamp)
Take a bite of my bad man meat (bad man meat)
Take a bit of me boy
Show me your teeth
The truth is sexy
Tell me something that'll save me
I need a man who makes me alright (man who makes me alright)
Just tell me when it's alright
Tell me something that'll change me
I'm gonna love you with my hands tied
Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
Show me your teeth
Open your mouth boy
Show me your teeth
Show me whatcha got
Show me your teeth teeth teeth teeth
Got no salvation (no salvation)
Got no salvation
Got nor religion (no religion)
My religion is you
Take a bite of my bad man meat (bad man meat)
Take a bit of me boy
Show me your teeth
I'm a tough bitch
Got my addictions (my addictions)
And I love to fix 'em (and I love to fix 'em)
No one's perfect
Take a bite of my bad man meat (bad man meat)
Take a bit of me boy
Show me your teeth
I just need a little guidance
Tell me something that'll save me
I need a man who makes me alright (man who makes me alright)
Just tell me when it's alright
Tell me something that'll change me
I'm gonna love you with my hand tied
Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
Show me your teeth
Open your mouth boy
Show me your teeth
Show me whatcha got
Show me your teeth teeth teeth teeth
Show me your teeth
My religion is you
My religion is you
Help need a man
Now show me your fangs (my religion is you)
Help need a man
Now show me your fangs (my religion is you)
Help need a man
Now show me your fangs (my religion is you)
Tell me something that'll save me
I need a man who makes me alright (man who makes me alright)
Just tell me it's alright
Tell me something that'll change me
I'm gonna love you with my hands tied
Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
Show me your teeth
Open your mouth boy
Show me your teeth
Show me whatcha got
Show me your teeth
Teeth teeth teeth
Show me your teeth
It's not how big, it's how mean
Show me your teeth
Open your mouth boy
Show me your teeth
My religion is you
Show me your teeth
I just need a little guidance
Show me your teeth
(End scene) (((((( END SONG)))))))))) ( applause APPLAUSE))))))))
Wow. If you do not know that sone, it's lady gaga's "Teeth"
Loving my lady Gaga. Well, I just wanted to pass a quick note telling you that I will now continue blogging regularly. I know I've taken a lot of time off. I think I was just over thinking a lot of things. I need to just stop think so much and just flow with things. So, here's to flowing.
My life the last five months has been a series of events. I got really sick and almost died thought you couldn't tell the difference. I've experienced such heartache when the job I once was so in love with was turned into a place of evil and lies and drama all around. I've gained a lot of weight, I've had to overcome a small addiction to pain medicine. (When I say small, trust me, I think an addiction is when you take it for more than five days. Not a fan of the pills as you know. ) My brother had congestive hear failure, I've lost many friends, I've gained many friends. I've had my lowest of days and I've had some up ones.
With all these things, I neglected to actually express myself in the way I've been doing since I was that 15 year old kid just discovering what an internet was. Now I'm 18 (evil look to all those who doubt that) and I'm coming back home so to speak.
There's no way I can explain all the things that have happened to me in the past five months in detail. I could attempt to, but I feel that I will just be bogged down again and loose my patients and willingness to post blogs about current things because I'm forever trying to catch up on the past.
So, it's going to be like this. I've changed so much in the past five months. I want to reintroduce all of you to me. Allow you all to get to know the new me as I discover who I am as well. As I try to piece together what my life should be, how it is, and yes, some of how it was in the past. Starting anew does not mean forgetting that which you were and came from. It's formulating a life that is void of all the past mistakes and acknowledging that yes, bumps happened in the road, but I'm not backing this car up to experience them again though they are in my rear view mirror.
My main mission as it has always been in writing a public blog is to give wisdom, to get wisdom, and to be a part of someone's life and maybe inspire just that one person that needs a life or just to know that what they are going through, they are not alone in that. If I reach just one person in 11 years of blogging, then I'm happen as Hades.
Thank you for your time. I will post very soon. Maybe tomorrow. Until then, I leave you with one of my classic blogs from a long time ago.
April 2002. Sorry for the language. And, for me being so young in my thinking. lol. It's nice to look back.
((((((((((((((((( REPOST BLOG )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Tuesday, April 16, 2002
Look at me I'm Tommy D. Floucing with virginity. Won't go to bed till I'm legally wed. I can't! I'm tommy d. Watchit, hey, I'm Dorris Day, I was not brought up that way. I don't drink, I don't swear, I don't wrap my hair. I get ill from one cigarette. Keep your filthy paws off my silky draws. Would you pull that crap with Anette. As For you Troy Donahugh, I know what you want to do. You got your crush with an objective lust. I'm just plain Tommy D. Elvis, Elvis, let me be. Keep that pelvis far from me. Just keep your cool, now you're starting to drool. Hey, bongour, I'm tommy D.!
Anyway, howdy to all my peeps that are still interested in my pathetic life. So, still no boyfriend. Still a virgin in that aspect. Still no girlfriend. Totally sucks. I kinda gave up on both of those anyways. I am so bored with it. I am really right now focused on improving myself right now. I haven't been happy with myself . I've let people run over me, abuse me, and take total advantage of me the last few months. I've put on ten pounds and I'm been mean to some people I really love. It's gotten bad. But I plan to change that. I have no ideal of why I've been so down recently.
I do have some good news. People may think this is totally mean , but the other night Andrew actually contacted em. He was like, "Oh Tommy, me and Jay broke up and I wanna die etc.etc." and inside I was boiling over with Joy. I was like, yay, now you see how it feels. Well, I'm over Andrew H., seriously. It's totally over. He really missed out on a good thing. His lost.
OMG, my sister's birthday is tomorrow. OMG, she's 30. Geezus. How old is that. lol. Kidding. Happy Birthday to my sis!
OMG, why didn't anyone tell me Brit and Justin break up?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?! She finally woke up and figured out what a loser he was and now she's running back to me begging. Brit, I'll give it consideration.
I'm a total dweeb. LOL. Anyways, Will and I had a huge arguement about something stupid and now he , nor Sylvia, are were talking to me. And I was thinking, this always happens to me. I meet two people I really like, and I have an arguement with one of them, and both turn tail and run. But, my spirits were lifted the other day when Sylvia stop to tell me hi. I was like, omg, she likes me. I really love her so much because it's like we are both the same person. I mean, omg, we sing songs like out of the blue and the other was thinking about the song. And we both like Brittish comedies, go figure. She's perfect.
Okay, I have much more to say but I have to exercise and take a shower and shave my chest, face, balls, and legs. lol. So, let me leave you with a song.
There are worst thing I can do, than go out with a boy, or two. Evernthough the neighboorhood things I'm trashy, and no good. I suppose that could be true, but there are worst things I can do. I can flirt, with all the guys. Smile at them and bat my eyes. Press against them when we dance. Make them think they stand a chance. Then refuse to see it thru. That's the thing I'd never do. I could stay home, everynight .. Wait around for mr. right. Take cold showers everyday and throw my life away on a dream that won;t come true. I could hurt someone like me. Out of spite or jeolousy. I don't steal, and I don't lie, but I can feel and I can fly a factor that you never knew. But to cry in front of you. That's the worst thing, I could do ooooooooooooooo...
(Fade to black) (Spotlight Thomas in all black)
Don't be scared
I've done this before
Show me your teeth
Don't want no money (want your money)
That shit's is ugly
Just want your sex (want your sex)
Take a bit of my bad man l meat (bad Man meat)
Take a bite of me
Show me your teeth
Let me see your mean
Got no direction (no direction)
I need direction
Just got my vamp (got my vamp)
Take a bite of my bad man meat (bad man meat)
Take a bit of me boy
Show me your teeth
The truth is sexy
Tell me something that'll save me
I need a man who makes me alright (man who makes me alright)
Just tell me when it's alright
Tell me something that'll change me
I'm gonna love you with my hands tied
Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
Show me your teeth
Open your mouth boy
Show me your teeth
Show me whatcha got
Show me your teeth teeth teeth teeth
Got no salvation (no salvation)
Got no salvation
Got nor religion (no religion)
My religion is you
Take a bite of my bad man meat (bad man meat)
Take a bit of me boy
Show me your teeth
I'm a tough bitch
Got my addictions (my addictions)
And I love to fix 'em (and I love to fix 'em)
No one's perfect
Take a bite of my bad man meat (bad man meat)
Take a bit of me boy
Show me your teeth
I just need a little guidance
Tell me something that'll save me
I need a man who makes me alright (man who makes me alright)
Just tell me when it's alright
Tell me something that'll change me
I'm gonna love you with my hand tied
Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
Show me your teeth
Open your mouth boy
Show me your teeth
Show me whatcha got
Show me your teeth teeth teeth teeth
Show me your teeth
My religion is you
My religion is you
Help need a man
Now show me your fangs (my religion is you)
Help need a man
Now show me your fangs (my religion is you)
Help need a man
Now show me your fangs (my religion is you)
Tell me something that'll save me
I need a man who makes me alright (man who makes me alright)
Just tell me it's alright
Tell me something that'll change me
I'm gonna love you with my hands tied
Show me your teeth
Just tell me when
Show me your teeth
Open your mouth boy
Show me your teeth
Show me whatcha got
Show me your teeth
Teeth teeth teeth
Show me your teeth
It's not how big, it's how mean
Show me your teeth
Open your mouth boy
Show me your teeth
My religion is you
Show me your teeth
I just need a little guidance
Show me your teeth
(End scene) (((((( END SONG)))))))))) ( applause APPLAUSE))))))))
Wow. If you do not know that sone, it's lady gaga's "Teeth"
Loving my lady Gaga. Well, I just wanted to pass a quick note telling you that I will now continue blogging regularly. I know I've taken a lot of time off. I think I was just over thinking a lot of things. I need to just stop think so much and just flow with things. So, here's to flowing.
My life the last five months has been a series of events. I got really sick and almost died thought you couldn't tell the difference. I've experienced such heartache when the job I once was so in love with was turned into a place of evil and lies and drama all around. I've gained a lot of weight, I've had to overcome a small addiction to pain medicine. (When I say small, trust me, I think an addiction is when you take it for more than five days. Not a fan of the pills as you know. ) My brother had congestive hear failure, I've lost many friends, I've gained many friends. I've had my lowest of days and I've had some up ones.
With all these things, I neglected to actually express myself in the way I've been doing since I was that 15 year old kid just discovering what an internet was. Now I'm 18 (evil look to all those who doubt that) and I'm coming back home so to speak.
There's no way I can explain all the things that have happened to me in the past five months in detail. I could attempt to, but I feel that I will just be bogged down again and loose my patients and willingness to post blogs about current things because I'm forever trying to catch up on the past.
So, it's going to be like this. I've changed so much in the past five months. I want to reintroduce all of you to me. Allow you all to get to know the new me as I discover who I am as well. As I try to piece together what my life should be, how it is, and yes, some of how it was in the past. Starting anew does not mean forgetting that which you were and came from. It's formulating a life that is void of all the past mistakes and acknowledging that yes, bumps happened in the road, but I'm not backing this car up to experience them again though they are in my rear view mirror.
My main mission as it has always been in writing a public blog is to give wisdom, to get wisdom, and to be a part of someone's life and maybe inspire just that one person that needs a life or just to know that what they are going through, they are not alone in that. If I reach just one person in 11 years of blogging, then I'm happen as Hades.
Thank you for your time. I will post very soon. Maybe tomorrow. Until then, I leave you with one of my classic blogs from a long time ago.
April 2002. Sorry for the language. And, for me being so young in my thinking. lol. It's nice to look back.
((((((((((((((((( REPOST BLOG )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Tuesday, April 16, 2002
Look at me I'm Tommy D. Floucing with virginity. Won't go to bed till I'm legally wed. I can't! I'm tommy d. Watchit, hey, I'm Dorris Day, I was not brought up that way. I don't drink, I don't swear, I don't wrap my hair. I get ill from one cigarette. Keep your filthy paws off my silky draws. Would you pull that crap with Anette. As For you Troy Donahugh, I know what you want to do. You got your crush with an objective lust. I'm just plain Tommy D. Elvis, Elvis, let me be. Keep that pelvis far from me. Just keep your cool, now you're starting to drool. Hey, bongour, I'm tommy D.!
Anyway, howdy to all my peeps that are still interested in my pathetic life. So, still no boyfriend. Still a virgin in that aspect. Still no girlfriend. Totally sucks. I kinda gave up on both of those anyways. I am so bored with it. I am really right now focused on improving myself right now. I haven't been happy with myself . I've let people run over me, abuse me, and take total advantage of me the last few months. I've put on ten pounds and I'm been mean to some people I really love. It's gotten bad. But I plan to change that. I have no ideal of why I've been so down recently.
I do have some good news. People may think this is totally mean , but the other night Andrew actually contacted em. He was like, "Oh Tommy, me and Jay broke up and I wanna die etc.etc." and inside I was boiling over with Joy. I was like, yay, now you see how it feels. Well, I'm over Andrew H., seriously. It's totally over. He really missed out on a good thing. His lost.
OMG, my sister's birthday is tomorrow. OMG, she's 30. Geezus. How old is that. lol. Kidding. Happy Birthday to my sis!
OMG, why didn't anyone tell me Brit and Justin break up?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?! She finally woke up and figured out what a loser he was and now she's running back to me begging. Brit, I'll give it consideration.
I'm a total dweeb. LOL. Anyways, Will and I had a huge arguement about something stupid and now he , nor Sylvia, are were talking to me. And I was thinking, this always happens to me. I meet two people I really like, and I have an arguement with one of them, and both turn tail and run. But, my spirits were lifted the other day when Sylvia stop to tell me hi. I was like, omg, she likes me. I really love her so much because it's like we are both the same person. I mean, omg, we sing songs like out of the blue and the other was thinking about the song. And we both like Brittish comedies, go figure. She's perfect.
Okay, I have much more to say but I have to exercise and take a shower and shave my chest, face, balls, and legs. lol. So, let me leave you with a song.
There are worst thing I can do, than go out with a boy, or two. Evernthough the neighboorhood things I'm trashy, and no good. I suppose that could be true, but there are worst things I can do. I can flirt, with all the guys. Smile at them and bat my eyes. Press against them when we dance. Make them think they stand a chance. Then refuse to see it thru. That's the thing I'd never do. I could stay home, everynight .. Wait around for mr. right. Take cold showers everyday and throw my life away on a dream that won;t come true. I could hurt someone like me. Out of spite or jeolousy. I don't steal, and I don't lie, but I can feel and I can fly a factor that you never knew. But to cry in front of you. That's the worst thing, I could do ooooooooooooooo...