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Such a Lonely day & Its mine

 You know it has always been my philosophy to celebrate Valentine's Day. I celebrate it every year even though I've only been coupled on a Valentine's Day once in my life. Today was weird. As I work today there were a lot of couples and a lot of people singles that is buying different things for tomorrow. I don't know maybe it's just the whole virus and lack of any social interaction but I got kind of sad about it. Guess I'll be all right. Just a momentary lapse. Happy about Valentine's Day and the fact that it is a celebration of love. What I really want is for it to be a day of Hope for those without a partner.

I'm still working hard on my goals. I'm trying to work out exactly how to get this Tommy's show together. Also working hard on financial stuff. It is a process.

As you can see I'm at least updating my blog. I don't have much to say. But the point is just to get something out there. It sucks that that nasty orange cheese doodle will not be held accountable for his actions on January 6th but life goes on in the fight for love 

I've been thinking  about a certain person. I don't know just too many thoughts right now. I lost a couple of friends this year already. It seems like death is all around my friends and me. Loosing Miss Sandy was very unexpected. She was such a sweet lady. Always brought a smile to my face. It's just seems so many just good people are going away. And I'm coming up on the death anniversary of Makayla. That just still hurts so much.



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