Hey people, and I'm totally horny right now! Okay, Too Much Information. Rosie and I are friends again. She suckered me into it. And one of the first things I did was sent her an r-rated picture of two guys making out. It was an accident of course, but she still got it and now she swears one of the guys are me. Hmmmmmm. The world may never know. Anyways, I'm not talking to Stephanie anymore because she's a total bitch to me and when I ask her why she's being bitchy, she says cause she's cramping. But then, like no more than five minutes later I see her talking to Rob and Scott and she's all happy and not in a bad mood. So, it must be me. So screw her. I didn't want to be friends with a slut like her anyways. Geez, I'm so bored right now. Cheryl came by showing off her new outfitss and I was like matering at the mouth. . So, she was like, "You like this one" and I was like "I would like it better on the floor" and she was like "You're the one that didn't want it that way forever" And I was like "I was a fucking fool" and she was like yummmmmmm.. OMG, something just exploaded outside. Okay, sorry, back to the story. So, anyways, she left me horny and alone. What a bitch. lol. So, then my friend Christina stops by and told this never nasty joke and I've been wanting to vomit ever since. So nasty. So, okay, whatelse. Oh, this other guy named Scott so wants me. And this other guy Jermey so wants me. And this chick Kelly so wants me. It's like, the pressure is building. I got a feeling pretty soon, I am going to loose the gaginity and get some hot V V too. hee hee hee. I'm dumb. I'll write more later. I'm bored with typing.
Let's back track to my trip to North Carolina. After nearly loosing my entire self I set out to discover and do something different. I was so tired and so alone. While down in North Carolina I redownload one of those gay chat apps because I was bored . Needless to say horny as well, but that's just my entire being. Btw, when they tell you that your sex drive does down as you get older, they're a damn lie. I've never felt as sexually driven as I am now. Ever. Back ti the point, I was feeling all kind of things while trying to figure out what exactly I need to help myself. One experiment was to just stop beating up in myself and not put sexuality on such a high pedestal. I started with thinking that sex was special and reserved for when you meet that special someone and then you open up and then bam. Never been one of the casual sex scene. But my mind at the time was I am never going to find that someone so no use in being sexually frustrated waiting for somethin