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Look at me I'm Tommy D. Floucing with virginity. Won't go to bed till I'm legally wed. I can't! I'm tommy d. Watchit, hey, I'm Dorris Day, I was not brought up that way. I don't drink, I don't swear, I don't wrap my hair. I get ill from one cigarette. Keep your filthy paws off my silky draws. Would you pull that crap with Anette. As For you Troy Donahugh, I know what you want to do. You got your crush with an objective lust. I'm just plain Tommy D. Elvis, Elvis, let me be. Keep that pelvis far from me. Just keep your cool, now you're starting to drool. Hey, bongour, I'm tommy D.!
Anyway, howdy to all my peeps that are still interested in my pathetic life. So, still no boyfriend. Still a virgin in that aspect. Still no girlfriend. Totally sucks. I kinda gave up on both of those anyways. I am so bored with it. I am really right now focused on improving myself right now. I haven't been happy with myself . I've let people run over me, abuse me, and take total advantage of me the last few months. I've put on ten pounds and I'm been mean to some people I really love. It's gotten bad. But I plan to change that. I have no ideal of why I've been so down recently.
I do have some good news. People may think this is totally mean , but the other night Andrew actually contacted em. He was like, "Oh Tommy, me and Jay broke up and I wanna die etc.etc." and inside I was boiling over with Joy. I was like, yay, now you see how it feels. Well, I'm over Andrew H., seriously. It's totally over. He really missed out on a good thing. His lost.
OMG, my sister's birthday is tomorrow. OMG, she's 30. Geezus. How old is that. lol. Kidding. Happy Birthday to my sis!
OMG, why didn't anyone tell me Brit and Justin break up?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?! She finally woke up and figured out what a loser he was and now she's running back to me begging. Brit, I'll give it consideration.
I'm a total dweeb. LOL. Anyways, Will and I had a huge arguement about something stupid and now he , nor Sylvia, are were talking to me. And I was thinking, this always happens to me. I meet two people I really like, and I have an arguement with one of them, and both turn tail and run. But, my spirits were lifted the other day when Sylvia stop to tell me hi. I was like, omg, she likes me. I really love her so much because it's like we are both the same person. I mean, omg, we sing songs like out of the blue and the other was thinking about the song. And we both like Brittish comedies, go figure. She's perfect.
Okay, I have much more to say but I have to exercise and take a shower and shave my chest, face, balls, and legs. lol. So, let me leave you with a song.
There are worst thing I can do, than go out with a boy, or two. Evernthough the neighboorhood things I'm trashy, and no good. I suppose that could be true, but there are worst things I can do. I can flirt, with all the guys. Smile at them and bat my eyes. Press against them when we dance. Make them think they stand a chance. Then refuse to see it thru. That's the thing I'd never do. I could stay home, everynight .. Wait around for mr. right. Take cold showers everyday and throw my life away on a dream that won;t come true. I could hurt someone like me. Out of spite or jeolousy. I don't steal, and I don't lie, but I can feel and I can fly a factor that you never knew. But to cry in front of you. That's the worst thing, I could do ooooooooooooooo...

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