I just wanted to jot down a few things I totally hate. : George W. Bush, Big Brother 1 and 2. Men. Women. Aaron Carter. N'SYNCs new album which I stupidly bought. Rain Forest Body Lotion. People who call when you are sleeping. People who call when you're in the bath. People who call just to say, "What's up Tommy? Nothing going on here". You homophobic pricks out there. Oh, and did I mention Aaron Carter. Eww. Wow, that was fun. Bye
It was an impulse thing. For weeks before my grand gesture of driving to North Carolina I was having pretty much a mental break down. A very grim dentist appointment, loneliness , attachment to things that could never be mine, weight gain, the pressure of business, taking care of an elderly paRant. At one point I just stood in the middle of a room not know where to go literally and figuratively . All of a sudden an opportunity popped up for me to go and I did. Anyone who knows me know I'm not an impulsive person but I just had to do this. To clear my head, to refocus myself. I can get into the details on the trip at a later time. I want with this entry to focus on a single aspect. The thoughts that came to me while driving through the great mountains of this United States and the feelings . I looked out onto the greatness of this land and the beauty it possess and I thought of some things. Deep things. ...