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Hey peeps. I'm tired and feeling really really sick, so I just want to post the E card I sent to Andrew. I wish I could somehow allow you peeps to see the whole card with the animations and mucis, but nooooooooo. Just the text. Well, later peeps. No update on my life right now. Just the card.


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Hello Andrew.
This may be Corny to you or stupid, but I just wanted to express a few things to you, so please take a little time out to read this.

Andrew, I love you with all my heart, and I know it's an expression overused in today's society and I'm sorry if it doesn't truly express what I'm trying to convey to you. But, there's nothing more I can do. I hope you can trust me enough know to know that the words I say are true.

You came to me when I was 16. I was a broken person in search for a lot of things in my life. You help me discover who I am and help me realize the potential that I wish I could be. You showed such a tender heart and such a beautiful soul to me that I've not up to that point had seen, nor have I yet to see it's comparison in today's life. You truly did bring out the best in me, and brought out some things I was missing out on.

You gave me the gift of music, the gift of love, the gift of diversity, the gift of humor, the gift of friendship, and yes, the gift of frustration. You are able to get me to see the faults within myself and correct them. You have given more than 99% of the people in my life. You've basically given me myself. Today I stand as a proud person, and that is so much due to you.

Without you, Andrew, I would be such an empty person. You've put life into me. I can't even begin to explain it to you because I don't know how or what it is myself. I know it may seem a little goofy and psycho to you, but to me, it's real. And I've got this thing where if I feel it deep in my heart, I acknowledge it as truth and as what it is.

I love you Andrew Hernandez so much. Please, never doubt how much I truly do. After almost 6 years, you've been the one steady in a life filled with the opposite. I will love you forever and time and distance will never change that. I take that back, it'll actually make it more valid and strong.

With love and Sincerity,
Thomas Williams-Hernandez. :-)

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