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Hey. Okay, I'm blogging again.
So, I have this new friend, Jhoeny, and she's a super sweet girl and she show such strength with certain things that she's gone thru in her life. She's an instant friend to me. Kerra is a little standoffish twords her for some reason. Kerra is just my weird little girl. I totally lover her.

So, okay, stupid people should be shot and dumped in a river. Ooooo Tommy, don't say that.

I'm horny. There. I'll say that instead.

Well, I spoke with Andrew H last night. He improved my mood a lot. I'm still in deep depression though. But I always feel better when I speak with him. No one can tell me that I wasn't destined to be with him. I was, I promise. But it's jsut circumstances that keep me from him and that fucking sucks. In fact, I'm about to make an offical declairation. Cory wasn't the love of my life. It was always Andrew H. I was thinking would I leave Andrew H for Cory, or Cory for Andrew H. Andrew is the only one that really, I can see myself spending my whole life with and making big sacrafises for. Ugh. It sucks to be me.

Oh well. The other night I got wasted like a stupid dumbasss. I had like 4 green apple martinis, and a blue margaritas which I've never had. It was good. Lol. OMG, am I an alcoholic?

Well, I swear I will update Wednesday. Take care dweebs and dorks.

IN OTHER NEWS
Anti Bush always!
My room so needs cleaning.
Damn I'm horny
Jennifer, Leave Nick. You both deserve better!
Jhoeny, have you got that $8. The special ends soon
lol. No one else gets that.

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