Okay, so , um, hi everybody. Let's Talk Tom. Cheri and I have broken up. Yahoo. I almost lasted a month. Well, I'm not going to get into it right now, but it just didn't work out. Blah. This totally hot guy started working with me today. His name is Brandon and his eyes are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, OMFG. I haven't talked to him yet, but I do wish to get to know him. I went to go see Bones and I came out of the theater confusses and dumbfounded. I would reccommend you wait until the VIDEO goes on sale. for 5.99. OMG, I hope they don't make a DVD of that movie. Though I totally love Snoop Dog and his style. OMG, I would love to have that outfitt "Jimmy Bones" wears. I would be stylin in that. Hee hee hee. I also went to see Don't Say a Word. It was pretty cool. The ending leaves some questions as to what happens to the girl. I have my own theroy but "I'll never tell", lol,. It's a really good movie. I'm tired. I'll try to update this thing more. Just haven't had time.
Ok, crying again. Depression is so stupid it sucks. Yeah, today, though, for a change, it's not about Aaron. But now I'm crying because I mentioned his name. But, the initial crying is because of Andrew Andrew Andrew H H H. God is very cruel to me, I'm thinking right now. Okay, I'm really crying right now and can;t see the screen. I don't understand why God made me love, I mean geinuenly love someone I could never have and it's just I don't understand why my heart is somewhere it doesn't belong. it's fucking insane. I'm so sic of feeling like I not going to be happy because of stupid little shit that shouldn't even be a fucking factor. God is suppiosed to be love. and love is supposed to besomething not easy to come by, but somehat that is obtainable. Why is it not for me. Why and I so fucking destined to be alone for my life. I want someone to fucking share this journey and I pled and I pray everyday. I follow the rules of ...