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Hi. So, I'm pissed off. Kerra is the meaniest person in the world. Ok, so, the other day we were speaking and she leaves all of a sudden. Then to come out, she was actually "baking" with Jason, so she just leaves me without saying bye. Ok, so I get over it and we play Yahoo Literiti ( Our game) and then she goes, " Oh Geez, Jason said I have to get off of here in five minutes" Ok, yeah, so, of course I'm a little upset by this because it, in all honesty, sounds like Kerra is just his bitch and I hate that. But, lucky me, Aaron came over just at that time. So, I said, ok Kerra, I'll let you go since you have to go soon anyways. And she like goes off on me. " I guess I'm not important enough to you" she says and all this other crap. So, I finally said " Listen, You're acting just like Raymond did about Aaron and I got rid of his ass. I would hate to do the same to you. Bye" Yeah yeah yeah, I know, I'...

So, I'm actually in a murderous mood. Okay, I had /have a boyfriend now. This guy took me out last week and showed me a really nice time. Though he's not much to look at, everyone knows I would date a troll if he or she had personality. SO, things are going well, and I am getting ready to go to my Vegas trip that Shawna, Aaron, Justin, and I had planned months ago. Well, Raymond, my boyfriend, gets all puffy. Pissed off and possesive and we've only been officall for a week. So, I go to Vegas anyways, and Raymond calls and leave a crazy message on the service at the Hotel saying " Yeah, I'm here alone and you're most likely fucking Aaron again. But I know how important your first was to you" WTF! So, I get back to Indy and I totally cursed him out and yelled and cried because Raymond was such a really nice guy before all this and I just don't know what the big friggen ideal is. What I didn't tell Raymond is that , yes, Aaron and I share...

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Hello people, and what a beautiful new year it is. There’s nothing much going on in my life, so I’ll get to the Thank you’s you just a second. I would like to invite you all, if you haven’t already, to go see my web site. I’m so proud of it. Some people say it’s corny, but some people have im’ed me saying it’s ok. Yay. The address is thomasdimera.blogspot.com So, Kerra is the weirdest person ever. Yeah. Lol. But I cant help but to love her. The other day, she apparently read my journal, and she says to me ( apparently from just reading my blog) “ It’s nice to see I’m important” . WTF? I read my entire journal blog three times to figure out what I did. I was like, um, ok. But, then, the next day she said sorry and blah blah blah. And I started thinking, geez I love her. Hee hee. I think it’s one of those woman things. Not pms, but you know how a guy can say “ Honey, you look beautiful today” and then the woman turns and says “ O, so it’s only today you fuck...

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Hey babies. Merry Christmas to you all. Okay, quickly, I have included in this post, a repost of last years thanks for the year 2002. I've been doing this for three straight years now, which is way cool. Let me update you on the current stuff though, as of December 2003. Okay, had a boyfriend. Yes, got one. Ha d him for three days, and he decided he wanted to take a break. I guess three days of me is enough. Well, that is until he got horny and asked me to , um, well, deliver to hi a blowing, which I did because I'm ignorant. Now, keep in mind, we're still "on break". Okay, the second time he gets a boner, and of course me being the dumb fuck I am, I deliver another blowing, but this time, he wants to finish by, um, having sex with me. Now, I'm not here to debate on what's serious and what's not and if oral sex is just the same as blah blah blah. It's just that personally, have sex with someone is a whole different thing, and I'm...

Ooooo my, they have me so right. I do have "naughty" tapes of me and um, other persons I can not disclose. LOL. kay, this is a short blog jot. I just wanted to tell what happened tonight since none of my friends are around to vent with. Ok, first, in Plainfield at a little party with Shawna. She acts stupid and let her stupid boyfriend talk her into take some kind of drug. I don't know what. But, I've never been into that turn you psycho shit , so I left pissed off at her. I don't want to be around that. Ugh. Then, like a dumbass, I want to drown my sorrows, so I stop at a McDonald's. I ask for the McChicken value meal with Orange to drink, and two apple pies. Ok, so, she tells me the total, and I'm not picky about money, but understand I'm in a bad mood. Okay, " I'm sorry, that's not the right price is it" to which the young ( censored ) lets just say lady replies " Yes, it is. " then she shows me her ...

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Hey baby. No, I'm not Micheal Jackson. WTF is with all that anyways? It's a freak show. Being a victum of child molestation, I hope and pray that the accuser finds peace within himself and I hope things are resolved and that the victum in this case, weither it be Micheal or the accuser, come out of this victorious. I found myself automatically siding with the accuser when this story just broke until my Sister brought up some facts. I still think Micheal is a psycho weither or not he is a perverted psycho or a normal psycho. But, whatever. Anyways, on to better and lighter subjects, Ha ha ha to Mr. Georgie dubba Bushey. Why can't americans stand up more against this president like in England? It's like, we are letting this president fuck us in the ass and we're supposed to sit and take it with a smile. Give me a break. Ugh. I am so sick of Government now-a-days, but I know we have one of the greatest on earth. Ooooooo, Kerra forgave me eventhough...

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Hi. Yeah, whatever. So, I was a total ass to Kerra to night and I want to kick my own ass. I'm so stupid. I don't knw if it's because of what happened last night, but I lashed out at one of the most sincere and loving persons I have in my pathtic life. Well, I better tell you what happened last night. Okay, my stupid dumbass plan was to finally admit to a friend of mine that I was ready to , you know, take the plunge. Get a cake to baking. RIght after COry and I had all our little (ha) break up, this friend asked me out and I refused because, damn, I just lost the love of my life. SO, yeah, I finally said that I am now willing, and I was so dumped and rejected. Then, I was left at the mall all by my lonesome at the stupid movies and with a big thing of pop corn and no one to share it with. So, I started to go home, but instead, like a fucking idiot, I stopped at a fag hangout and this older guy hit on me, and he was drunk and he starts grabbing at me and shi...

It's been a month almost???!?!?!? Geez, time flies when you're having so much fun. Let me getright to the info. Okay, October 31st, Shawna throws this big halloween party. Her and I are the host and hostess. . We are both dressed like whores. Well, anyways, we play the party game 10 minutes where we have one fully costumed person and another person go into "The dark room of happiness and horrors" ( Shawna's brother's room with no lights whatsoever) for 10 minutes. Basically to make out, even though some people did more, and some did less. Okay, so, Shawna surprizes me and make me go in thee with a masked stranger. I'm a little buzzed, so I go ahead. What the hell, it's not like I was getting much more at that time. I go in, and we make out, yeah, fun. But no sex of anything. I get outside and later discover that Shawna set me up. She knew who the masked stranger was. My ex girlfriend Shannon from high school. Yes. For those who do...

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Sorry. Gotta update Sunday or Monday. Majorly tired. Karra kept me up all night. Damn her. Hee hee.

Oh, BTW Todd, welcome to my new blog.

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Hello my loved ones. That week went by so quickly. Well, Friday at 1:36 pm my grandmother passed away. I know it seems like I have three thousand grandmothers. I actually have, had, a total four. My biological grandmothers are on my dad's side who died. She was the one with breast cancer and had a massectimen. Then, there is my very sweet grandmother that lives down in Georgia. She's my mom's mom. Super sweet. Then, my oldest brother and my sister who are from my mother's first marriage has a grandmother. She's the one that passed on Friday. I was more close to her than my grandmother on my biological father's side. She taught me everything about fashion and just as sweet as my grandmother in Georgia. Then, if you guys can remember way back, my boyfriend I had during High school, Joshua, his grandmother and I are super close as if I were her grandson. Even after Jsoh and I broke up, we still continued out relationship. SO, that's my family ...

Hello people. I made a previous post, but somehow it was not sent thru, so I'm writting another one. Well, I have to put this up front because all the other stuff is just general stuff. The other day, I had a bloody discharge from my penis. It has worried me so. It's not very possible that it is a sexually transmitted disease due to the fact that I have not had sexual intercourse in months, and whenever I did I have it, I protected myself carefully. So, I looked on a site and found out possible reasons. They list that it may just be a blood vessle that has burst in my region. But then it goes on to Testicular cancer and prostate cancer. Now, my mother has growths called pollups that she has to have removed ever so often, he father survived prostate cancer, my father died from colon cancer, and his mom, while she lived, had breast cancer and had to have a massectimen. So, of course, I am very worried about this now. I'm so scared to see a doctor though. Okay,...

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