At this time in my life, I've never been so depressed. Never been so alone. Never been so discouraged. Never been so wanting to not exist in thus world I do not really exist in anyway. I say this not fir pity or words of encouragement. I say it because if I do not, I won't be able to start to understand it and see if it is truly something I can overcome.
Feeling Flirtatious
Hearing Tennis -Federer Vs Hewitt
Tennis...The sport of Class
Well, hello there. Wanna come over? I'm friggen horny.
So, okay, I'm watching tennis which is now in a rain delay and having orgasms because Tennis is my favorite sport and, of course, I'm so in love with Paola Suarez. OMG, yummy! Also I'm in love with Roger Federer. OMG, how sexy is he?!?!?!
Ok, I shouldn't watch tennis. lol. I mean, all tennis players are so sexy. Yeah, that's right, I play tennis. Ugh. I wanna get back into some competitions. I'm on the right track though. In June I lost 17 pounds, so I should start working on my serve a little more. Haven't been on a court in a while now. Sucks.
Well, um, Antonio did call and yeah, we've been out on a few more dates. I don't think it's going anywhere unfortunatly. We have some different Ideals about things. I dunno. i don';t feel like talking about them right now. m...