At this time in my life, I've never been so depressed. Never been so alone. Never been so discouraged. Never been so wanting to not exist in thus world I do not really exist in anyway. I say this not fir pity or words of encouragement. I say it because if I do not, I won't be able to start to understand it and see if it is truly something I can overcome.
Free flowing journal entries of a Gay Black American Male. Thomas Calvin Dammond DiMera(B.K.A. Tommy D.) was born January 11th . Tommy was relocated to small town Rome Georgia where he recieved most of his education and social skills. Moving back to Indianapolis in 1997 he has since documented his experiences in coming into his own as an adult male with a mission of allowing others to know they are not alone.