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It's been a month almost???!?!?!? Geez, time flies when you're having so much fun. Let me getright to the info.

Okay, October 31st, Shawna throws this big halloween party. Her and I are the host and hostess. . We are both dressed like whores. Well, anyways, we play the party game 10 minutes where we have one fully costumed person and another person go into "The dark room of happiness and horrors" ( Shawna's brother's room with no lights whatsoever) for 10 minutes. Basically to make out, even though some people did more, and some did less. Okay, so, Shawna surprizes me and make me go in thee with a masked stranger. I'm a little buzzed, so I go ahead. What the hell, it's not like I was getting much more at that time. I go in, and we make out, yeah, fun. But no sex of anything. I get outside and later discover that Shawna set me up. She knew who the masked stranger was. My ex girlfriend Shannon from high school. Yes. For those who don't remember, Shannon was the one that dumped me fivetimes, and the last time she hooked up with her half sister's cousin. So, I was pissed at the blonde bimbo Shawna for a while. She has won me over though. But she had a lot of work to do to get back in my good graces.

Ok, so Todd called me a few times and I let the voice mail pick up. Haven't talked to him since that night when his girlfriend's dad died. Piss to him. Stupid fag.

Yes, I must add, I've been have sex recently after a dry spell. Yeah, I'm so cool..... not. The guy I lost my virginity to comes over now and then and satisfy my growing need for sexual relations. But, I got stupid for a minute because I wanted him to , you know, be more than a sex thing. I'm stupid like that I guess. It would be so nice to just have a normal regualar boyfriend or girlfriend and not just a need satisfier. Don't get me wrong, he's a sweet guy, not a jerk about it, but I understand him. He's young and he's very very very very attractive. Too much of him to just be contained by one person. Yeah. ( crys ) Yeah. lol. Okay, better news.

Kerra kerra kerra. God she's so great. Sometimes I think she should and could be the one, but I always stop myself. She's just not my type. We're such oppisites. We have such a great friendship that a relationship whould be totally stupid to persue. And besides, she loves this guy named Jason and he's like, um, "the best she blah blah blah" Ugh. This reminds me of the Rosie Dan situation where I feel in love with her but then she got a boyfriend and that's alll she talked about and I got sick of it. lol. And why haven't I killed myself yet? Oh, that's right, if I die, the people who read my blog would want to die as well. :-P

So, okay, here's my political issue of the month. Perscription drugs from Canada and our Government. What the hell. Old people or having to choose between eating or getting the medicine that keeps them going. COme on peole. Give me a break. All because the drug companies want to advertise with their stupid ads on tv. What is happening to us? I realize that we live in a capitolist country, but should people be getting rich on the tears and starvation of old or poor people? Isn't health a basic human right? It kills me to hear stories of people making $700 a month on their social security ( Another topic I would love to discuse) and having to pay $500 for medicines that they can get from Canada for 75% less. Give me a fucking break! So, our government answers to this situation is shut down the Canadian drugstores and imports, and let the old fart rot. Hmmm. Stave or get that pill that you need to continue to starve? And we have the ordasity to speak badly of other nations. Give me a friggen break.

Ok, so, I'm going to bed because I'm tired. Update is set for this Sunday because I have news about Saturday night which is not here yet. I am planning something for Saturday night, and if it works out I wish to share it Sunday. Even if it doesn't, I'll come online anyways and tell you guys.

In Other News
Andrew Hernandez, will you marry me?
Tick Tick Tick boom Todd! Muahahahahahaha.
Kerra Earls - Mraz, will you marry me?
OMG, Jason Mraz. (Shivers) He makes me soooooooooooo wet! LOL
Room is clean. Can't say the same for Christy
Um, yeah , like um, totally and whatever. <------ Actual quote from Shawna.
Sex is bad until it starts to feel good.

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