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So, I went to Oreintation and meet my new class mates for college which starts the 21st. OMG, they are all so freaking hot. I don't see how I'll be able to stand it. lol. But, serious, I'm like kinda nervious about a lot of things that have to do with college. I can't share them here. But, this is going to be a stressful 4 years for me. I think I may be over my head right now. I'm smart enough to do the college thing, but there are just so many things that need to be done. Ugh.

Anyways, Cheryl and I are telling all our friends that we are back together and screwing on a regular basis. Basically, we are both trying to attract guys and girls. We made a plan the other night. When you're single, no one wants you, but when you have someone else, everyone tries to break you up and have you for themselves. It's weird, but Cheryl and I are trying it from this angle.

Andrew is being a total dick to me for no apparent reason. Maybe it's that time of the month for him. I dunno. He never trys to really communicate with me. It';s all gibber gabber. And, god forgive, I love him. Ugh.

Well, some good news. Rosie is loosing her virginity as we speak. Okay okay, maybe not. But Dan and her finally meet. He traveled from Washington to New Jersey just to be with her. (sigh) That's soooooooo sweet. Like a romance novel of some sort. I wish I have a story like that before I turn, um, 60. I just feel that things are about to totally crumble in my life. It so suck.

Well, gotta go. Love you all.

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