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Don't worry, you're not alone. I've been put under a lot of pressure recently on five fronts. Church, Family, Job, Self, and Friends.
I know you are saying "What the fuck! I'm your friend and I need you"
Well, I know you are, but I have some friends with very urgent problems up front and center. Your problems may be more right now, but it's (and I'm sorry to sound cruel) is a first come first serve basis. I'm trying hard to balance all of this and I'm sorry I'm not handling it as well as in the past.
I've taken on a lot more responsibilities at church, there are so many stressful situation within my family right now, I'm getting more hours at both my jobs (which is a blessing and a curse at the same time), and I'm dealing with all this when I have a few medical issues with myself that I'm also trying to handle.
So, let me tell you how much I love each and every one of my friends, real life and myspace/facebook only. All of you are in my thoughts, I swear this to be true and I will get back to communicating.
Thank you for your understanding. Tommy D.

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