Skip to main content
Okay, so so much is on my mind that I can not post a regular blog. This is a very complex blog going in several different directions, but every direction is import in my life. So, allow Tommy the floor.

(Pulls up Soap Box)

Subject One: Politics

I want to say from the bottom of my heart how much I love Hillary Clinton. I've reviewed a few of my blogs from around 2004, and I've always maintain Hill in 2008. I'm still such a huge fan of my Hillary and I swear to you at anytime if she wish for me to be her intern, I'd get the job done and so much more. She took on a lot of things in her campaign, including the very outrageous stupidity of sexism. Sexism! Really, in 200's we are still on this shit. Never have I been more proud of people though for giving her a shot. Hillary is a very smart, very strong, and very capable person. She fights hard and she's on the path to which we all should be. She wants so much to take of the sick in this country. She fought for this well before she was first lady, senator, or presidential candidate. She is truly a remarkable person, and I'm never going to stop supporting her and her horny ass husband Billy Bob Clinton. So, that being said, I'm proud, as a feminist. And, yes, I will be supporting Mr. Obama this November, but my heart will always ALWAYS be with my Hill.

That being said, I love Governor Palin and I think it's an absolute shame that they are already trying to attack and tarnish this lady. I know, it's politics, but I just have such high hopes for any female in high positions and I see the sexism that is running rampant in this country... no, lets face it the world. I may be gay as a Football bat, but I know what true gifts from our lord women are. they are the backbone of everything. Life, love, liberty. Woman take on 100 times more than men, and they still look good doing it. I have nothing but respect and love for every single woman in every single country. I hope that one day it will truly be a place to be equal wither it be gay, women, or whatever. It's a dream that is still able to be obtained if we all just believe.

Subject Two : My Heart

Basically, I just have some free verse stuff to put out there. I don't expect you all to understand anything in this subject unless I've shared. So.....

My life. My life comes to you.
My hands are cold and when you are around they become warm.
I breathe.
I can breathe.
I feel your glance. is it me you see.
I turn. I see. It's you.
Oh, what is it you see my love. What is it?
Do you get me? Do you want to?
What keeps you away from me?
Stars?
Moons?
Circumstances?
I breathe in the air you do. I take comfort in that. When away from you, I look to the sky.
I take comfort in that. We see the same sky don't we?
We share so much, but have yet to share anything really.
Are you what I've seeked all these years?
Can I be what you have seeked my love?
You smile. Ooo how your smile does things to me. I quiver just at the memory of such a warm and shy smile.
I smile back.
You turn away. Is this what you fear.
There's something between us my love.
What is it?
Neither of us know my love. But it's strong.
Your background can't justify the way we connect. Nor can mine.
We know to enter into our desires would cause great dismay.
Is this what keeps us apart?
Is this what keeps our shells closed.
What is this?
We touch. A touch that was for a second.
But what happened.
It took me days to comprehend it.
The touch.
A Touch.
Touching.
As I quiver again with the sheer joy of the touch, I feel my fluids building.
I remember the touch.
The Touch.
A Touch.
The blood rushes to that part of me.
It grows.
I can not stop it my love.
My love, is this shared only by myself.
Do you recall the touch?
Did the touch cause pleasure as it resounds through your head my love?
Do you wish to touch again?
Never to consider the outside world.
To Touch.
A Touch.
The Touch.
I melt, love ,to orgasmic pleasure
The fluids release.
My love, do they release for you as well.
Is this ours to share.
When we meet again, will the process start over.
Over Again.
Over.
With My life, my life comes to you.


END! Thomas Williams


Yeah, there's so much to explain, but I can't right now. I will soon, hopefully. Well, for now, I will call it a day and I will promise to post another blog within the week. I have many things on my mind and wish to tell all.

In Other News
- I love you
- I got another job part time. Yay. It's fun work in the mall at chick-fil-a. It's so much fun there. I work with excellent people and the customers are all sexy. Loves it.
- I love Amanda Jo.
- I love my Val.
- I just totally love all my friends.
- Continue on to love, life, and happiness.

(Hops off Soap Box and takes a bowl)

Popular posts from this blog

Ok, crying again. Depression is so stupid it sucks. Yeah, today, though, for a change, it's not about Aaron. But now I'm crying because I mentioned his name. But, the initial crying is because of Andrew Andrew Andrew H H H. God is very cruel to me, I'm thinking right now. Okay, I'm really crying right now and can;t see the screen. I don't understand why God made me love, I mean geinuenly love someone I could never have and it's just I don't understand why my heart is somewhere it doesn't belong. it's fucking insane. I'm so sic of feeling like I not going to be happy because of stupid little shit that shouldn't even be a fucking factor. God is suppiosed to be love. and love is supposed to besomething not easy to come by, but somehat that is obtainable. Why is it not for me. Why and I so fucking destined to be alone for my life. I want someone to fucking share this journey and I pled and I pray everyday. I follow the rules of ...

Mountains

  It was an impulse thing. For weeks before my grand gesture of driving to North Carolina  I was having pretty much a mental break down. A very grim dentist appointment, loneliness , attachment  to things that could never be mine, weight gain, the pressure  of business,  taking care of an elderly  paRant. At one point I just stood in the middle of a room not know where to go literally  and figuratively . All of a sudden an opportunity  popped up for me to go and I did.  Anyone who knows me know I'm not an impulsive  person but I just had to do this. To clear my head, to refocus myself.  I can get into the details on the trip at a later time. I want with this entry to focus on a single aspect. The thoughts that came to me while driving through the great mountains of this United States and the feelings .  I looked out onto the greatness  of this land and the beauty  it possess and I thought of some things. Deep things. ...
Oh Hi. Ok, so, my cat died. He was 70 in kitty years. It's kinda sad. Who am I kidding, it was a lot of sad. It's so weird after living with someone for 10 years of your life, the next day they are just gone. Of course, I can hear you dumbasses out there saying "Oh it's just a cat" but it's not. HE was my cat, and his name was Booger damnit. Ok, well, i've also been pissed off at another situation. Well, I have/had a friend, Kelly, who I've been friends with for a while now. Now, I knew before hand she had a problem with racism. Well, had a problem with the words. So, ok, i guess i learned to ignore the n word she sometimes uses because she, i thought, didn't mean it in an offensive way. But the other day, i guess i finally got pissed. I walk up behind kelly talking to her friend and her friend's little girl. Kelly said " ... this nigger was dancing up on me at the club..." Her friend started signaling her to be ...