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The Bitch is back!
Current mood: cranky
Category: Life


"Tommy D. Oh yes. Him. Well, he was it in the 90s, then the 2000s rolled around and he got soft. He got sick and all that then the men. Yeah, the men. They made him even more soft. He totally fizzled out in 2006. Shame really. He had something. Wait, what is this..... OMG. No, it's it's...... It's HIM! (Dail tone)"

( Elton john's "the bitch is back" plays in the background)
Lyrics by Bernie TaupinAvailable on the album Caribou
-->LYRICS--> -->The Bitch Is Back-->
I was justified when I was fiveRaising cane, I spit in your eyeTimes are changing, now the poor get fatBut the fever's gonna catch you when the bitch gets backEat meat on Friday that's alrightEven like steak on a Saturday nightI can bitch the best at your social do'sI get high in the evening sniffing pots of glueI'm a bitch, I'm a bitchOh the bitch is backStone cold sober as a matter of factI can bitch, I can bitch`Cause I'm better than youIt's the way that I moveThe things that I doI entertain by picking brainsSell my soul by dropping namesI don't like those, my God, what's thatOh it's full of nasty habits when the bitch gets back



Yes, it's me. Ok, first, I hope everyone had a nice thanksgiving. I had a great one except for the fact that no one cooked desserts!!!!!!!!! But I spent time with my family.

So, changes. A lot has happened since my last update, yes. And, I will try to get it all in here in the next week. But, today I'm just letting you all know that I'm back. I've done a lot of growing, and changing , and I've done a lot of soul searching and I'm sorry, but you will hear about them all. So, if you have any interest in how to conquer th lowest of times in you life, stay tuned into my blog over the next month or two. If not, I didn't need your ass anyways. lol. I'm here to tell my story as I see it. Lessons learned and lesson I wish to teach to you all. Join me. I love you all and as always, God Bless each and every one of you little boogers.

Tommy D is back.

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