Feeling Angry
Hearing Marcy's Playground- Sex and Candy
On Again, Off Again
Yeah, whatever. So, we need to talk.
Did you forget something?: So, it's friday morning and Kevin wakes up with me in his arm (awww, how romantic) and he tells me the plan for the day. I worked friday from 8am-5pm and he was going in at his job at 6pm until around 2am. So, he comes up with the ideal that maybe I should come down to the club with him right after I get off work. I had an outfit at his apartment, so he would pick me up from work and we go, um, do things at his apartment, then head to the club and I would hang around and I would help them close down and shit and then Kevin and I would leave and do more things. lol. Well, to cut it short, Kevin didn't show up at my job. So, I waited until 6, and still no Kevin. So, yeah, it was storming and shit and I was worried that maybe something happened to my man. Esspecially since he wasn't answering his cell. So, I finally just go home and I call his cell again. He picks up and acts surprized and shit, and I just go off cause I'm pissed. I rearranged my whole day for him and he forgets. WTF! And yeah, so, I did some stuff I'm not proud of. I totally ignored his calls. A friend had given me pills and told me to take them with booze to get a major buzz. Well, it didn't work. I don't even know what she gave me. But anyways, it did make me hot and sleepy. So I crashed out. Saturday morning, I wake up and my mom and sister are heading to Bloomington for some lady shit. lol. So, I tag along because I knew that Aaron and Mike were down there and they would be coming back Saturday night after they did blah blah yadda. I call Aaron up and arrange to meet him and Mike and hang with them. Yay. I had four voice mails from Kevin. I didn't bother calling him. I just wanted to get outta town for a while.
Mike is Bad: So, Aaron doesn't drink so he's acting as a designated driver for his boyfriend and since I was with them, and I wasn't driving, I might as well have a few drinks right? HOLY CRAP! Mike convinces me to drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink! Aaron just sat back and laughed his ass off. I mean, Mike and I had peeps gathered around us as we had a shot contest. And, yeah, I was gone. I don't know who won. Mike I think. Sorry if this is scetchy, but, yeah, I was drunk. lol. I know a pizza guy came and like the girls were showing their boobs to him. And like, I lifted my shirt and showed mine. And I know I vomited at least three time. Oh, and yeah I may have came close to cheating on Kevin with (drum roll. This is the shock of a life time) a blonde chick with piercing everywhere. I don't know what we were talking about, but Aaron filled me in that we were all over each other. I don't even like blondes. And so, I made it home somehow and apparently my mother was yelling at me and Aaron because it was like 4 am. I don't remember any of that though.
Aftermath for Sunday: Vomitted as soon as I got up at around 2pm. Then after that, I just kept eating all day. I've been so hungry, and I still am. But I ate enough today for like a week. And I feel so so so sick right now. Like, Cold sick, but not cold sick. Ugh! Kevin left me more messages, but I haven't reviewed them. Guess he's pissed at me for being absent all day yesterday. O well. I will call him tomorrow. My mother said he came by yesterday before he went to work. She goes " Your friend came by. You know, the chubby one with the cute eyes. He seemed upset that you weren't here" I've felt such like crap today I wanted to say " The chubby friend is not a friend. He fucks me so good mommy and then he leaves me stranded, so I spent last night with the guy who took my virginity and his new boyfriend and got drunk and made out with this blonde chick". She knows Kevin isn't a friend, but she's still pretending one day I will meet "That girl" Man, I've been so pissy. Speaking of Pissy
Jhoeny the Ass: Jhoeny is such an ass. I'm still waiting for my damn letter. I sent her a nice little letter and she said she would send me one. Nope. Nothing. Nada. She said she didn't put enough postage on it the first time. Dominican Please!
In Conclusion, Bite me: Ok, so, lets end this. I love you all. I don't know how this Kevin thing will pan out. Do I tell him what I did last night? I don't know. All I know is I have to pray because I didn't even go to church today. My God, I've fallen off the wagon. But, I'll get back on track. Hopefully.
Written by thomasdimera
Hearing Marcy's Playground- Sex and Candy
On Again, Off Again
Yeah, whatever. So, we need to talk.
Did you forget something?: So, it's friday morning and Kevin wakes up with me in his arm (awww, how romantic) and he tells me the plan for the day. I worked friday from 8am-5pm and he was going in at his job at 6pm until around 2am. So, he comes up with the ideal that maybe I should come down to the club with him right after I get off work. I had an outfit at his apartment, so he would pick me up from work and we go, um, do things at his apartment, then head to the club and I would hang around and I would help them close down and shit and then Kevin and I would leave and do more things. lol. Well, to cut it short, Kevin didn't show up at my job. So, I waited until 6, and still no Kevin. So, yeah, it was storming and shit and I was worried that maybe something happened to my man. Esspecially since he wasn't answering his cell. So, I finally just go home and I call his cell again. He picks up and acts surprized and shit, and I just go off cause I'm pissed. I rearranged my whole day for him and he forgets. WTF! And yeah, so, I did some stuff I'm not proud of. I totally ignored his calls. A friend had given me pills and told me to take them with booze to get a major buzz. Well, it didn't work. I don't even know what she gave me. But anyways, it did make me hot and sleepy. So I crashed out. Saturday morning, I wake up and my mom and sister are heading to Bloomington for some lady shit. lol. So, I tag along because I knew that Aaron and Mike were down there and they would be coming back Saturday night after they did blah blah yadda. I call Aaron up and arrange to meet him and Mike and hang with them. Yay. I had four voice mails from Kevin. I didn't bother calling him. I just wanted to get outta town for a while.
Mike is Bad: So, Aaron doesn't drink so he's acting as a designated driver for his boyfriend and since I was with them, and I wasn't driving, I might as well have a few drinks right? HOLY CRAP! Mike convinces me to drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink! Aaron just sat back and laughed his ass off. I mean, Mike and I had peeps gathered around us as we had a shot contest. And, yeah, I was gone. I don't know who won. Mike I think. Sorry if this is scetchy, but, yeah, I was drunk. lol. I know a pizza guy came and like the girls were showing their boobs to him. And like, I lifted my shirt and showed mine. And I know I vomited at least three time. Oh, and yeah I may have came close to cheating on Kevin with (drum roll. This is the shock of a life time) a blonde chick with piercing everywhere. I don't know what we were talking about, but Aaron filled me in that we were all over each other. I don't even like blondes. And so, I made it home somehow and apparently my mother was yelling at me and Aaron because it was like 4 am. I don't remember any of that though.
Aftermath for Sunday: Vomitted as soon as I got up at around 2pm. Then after that, I just kept eating all day. I've been so hungry, and I still am. But I ate enough today for like a week. And I feel so so so sick right now. Like, Cold sick, but not cold sick. Ugh! Kevin left me more messages, but I haven't reviewed them. Guess he's pissed at me for being absent all day yesterday. O well. I will call him tomorrow. My mother said he came by yesterday before he went to work. She goes " Your friend came by. You know, the chubby one with the cute eyes. He seemed upset that you weren't here" I've felt such like crap today I wanted to say " The chubby friend is not a friend. He fucks me so good mommy and then he leaves me stranded, so I spent last night with the guy who took my virginity and his new boyfriend and got drunk and made out with this blonde chick". She knows Kevin isn't a friend, but she's still pretending one day I will meet "That girl" Man, I've been so pissy. Speaking of Pissy
Jhoeny the Ass: Jhoeny is such an ass. I'm still waiting for my damn letter. I sent her a nice little letter and she said she would send me one. Nope. Nothing. Nada. She said she didn't put enough postage on it the first time. Dominican Please!
In Conclusion, Bite me: Ok, so, lets end this. I love you all. I don't know how this Kevin thing will pan out. Do I tell him what I did last night? I don't know. All I know is I have to pray because I didn't even go to church today. My God, I've fallen off the wagon. But, I'll get back on track. Hopefully.
Written by thomasdimera