Life's TRUE Journey

So yeah. Uh huh uh huh. It's been a while I know. I've been busy. So, sorry. Don't start yapping at me because I didn't update this thing. So, what's new with me. Thursday, I was at Circle Center mall and this older lady about 60 was on the escolator in front of me started to fall back and I caught her. It's so great. I feeled like superman all day. Sorry, I have to run. I will type more later.

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