Life's TRUE Journey

Perfect Lyrics and vocals. On profile. Current mood: sad Category: Music I Will Follow You Into the Dark Lyrics byDeath Cab For Cutie Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black And I held my tongue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the sole...

Annual Repost and Update Current mood: crappy Category: Blogging Hello peeps. Merry Christmas to all. My Christmas was lovely. My family gathered, including my brother Will who was not strung out of begging this year, which just made it even more of a blessing. We ate and we reminisced about my dear Grandmother magnolia. I was so happy with this year. So, just to quickly update on some issues in my life. Yes, my ex boyfriend Kevin was in town. Yay. Well, not really. He brought along MARCO. Yeah, so needless to say, I've seen Kevin only twice his entire trip. We really wasn't connecting on any level at all. He seems like a totally different person to me. Oh well. I think it's because I've been distracted with other things in my life. Kenny. What is it with guys with the K in their stupid names. Well, imagine this people. You bring the guy over to meet your mom. You enjoy each others company whole heartedly. Of course, we all ready established that there is no chance that...

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A Blog about nothing Current mood: content Category: Life Hey. This is just a blog about nothing. I just wanted to clear up a few things. Recently, I've been taking notice about what people have been saying about me. Ad if you're one of those people who says " Well it doesn't matter what other people think about you" Well, you're effen wrong because reputation is need and others perception of you won't make or break you, but it can be insightful at time. Here are a few actual quote that I would like to either deny, defend, or affirm. "Tommy is a slut/ho/whore" - Wrong. I've not had many "lovers" at all. I'm flirty yes, but I never take the next steps. In high school, I was very um, slutty, some could say, but I've not been for years now. Next. " Tommy is mean" - Professionally, I can be somewhat hard on my employees. Hell, ok, to be honest, down right devious. I've gained nicknames. (chef ramsey, Boss Bitch, Sl...

Princess Gina Has passed Current mood: sad Category: Pets and Animals I dearest friend, princess Gina, has passed away. She had been sick for a while now. After my kitty I grew up with, Booger, passed away it was weird that a week later Princess Gina showed up at my doorstep, literally. She was so skinny and sickly and she took a spot in my heart right away. As was booger the trouble maker in the family, Princess Gina was very very gentle and quiet. As if she appreciated what I was providing to her. The picture which has been my default picture since I opened my myspace is of her a few days after she arrived at my door step. I've lost another companion, folks. I'm not going to respond as I did when booger passed away as to how a cat ins't just a cat because, well, if you don't undersant, I'm afraid you never will. Offically, 2006 has been the suck ass est year ever.

Self Esteem -- the other white meat Current mood: nostalgic Category: Life Issues with my self perception have been around since I was a kid. And I try to overcompensate for it when I'm hving my good life days, but when it comes crashing down, so does my self esteem. Quite recently, I entered into a situation that I'm not very proud of. It's an extention on my act of trapping a friend. Different guy now, and a different trap. Meet Kenny. A very smart guy with opinions out the ass. Not literally of course. He's a republican but yet he's centerlized. He sings, he thinks, and yes he's a heart stealer. I noticed I was falling for him within a week. And within that week, things progressed raher quickly for me. He calls it rebound. I call it knowing a good thing when I see it. He has always, from the beginning, told me that he would end up hurting me. And, yes, he did. But it wasn't his fault. It wasn't hi fault at all. Kenny is straight. And ...

To Trap a friend Current mood: guilty Category: Romance and Relationships I now speak of my errors. My errors in thought, heart, and in judgement. I had a friend. A very dear friend in fact. And I, which is typical of me, fell for my friend. Yeash. Stupid. Esspecially since said friend has, um, a life partner. But here I am stupid lonely me trying so hard to balance my feelings and my morals. What on earth was I thinking? Lusting and loving someone who belongs to another. Another that I also consider a friend of mine. What was I thinking? It ate at me night after night. It only got better when an enemy from High school got in contact with me an reminded me of a situation. It was high school. I was planning my death. No suicide or anything. But, I was planning to not be around much longer. And I had a friend by te name of Andrew. Him and I were closer than any two "friends" should be. He would tell me stories about his life, and I would share the most in...