Life's TRUE Journey

Ugh. I hate everyone today for some reason. I'm hungry, I'm grumpy, I'm sleepy. and I',m friggen horny and no one gives a s#(@. I started jagging today. I thought I would be out of breath and unable to do it since it's been like a year since I could really do any physical exercise but I ran the whole 3 miles without stopping. So, I'm feeling good about that. Recovery is a bitch, and that's why we get along so well. lol. It was still freezing though! Anyways, I'm really wanting to get back into theater soon. I was realizing yesterday how much I miss it. I'm trying to get back to the things I truely enjoy and love and stop worrying about relationships and all that mess. That stuff will come when it comes. I think I started to forget myself. Wow, I'm just realizing that later is new years! These could be my resoulutions. Continued work outs, theater, loose my gaginity, start school again (Ugh) . Man, I have a lot of big goals for...

14 days until the day that the earth was finally at peace; My Birthday. Yahooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! Hiya folks. This is Tommy DiMera and I am just noticing how attracted I am to myself. lol. Anyways, yesterday, I went to visit my ex step grandmother in law at the hospital. I've been very upset since then. She's not doing well anymore. She thinks everyone is trying to kill her. She's become dilirious and all. She was never like that. I lashed out at my mother for making me see her like this. It's like, now my last meomory of my grandmother is of her being sick and ill and I didn't want to remember her that way. In fact, I'm going to try my hardest to just forget about yesterday, and remember her two weeks ago when her and I went to a church like function together where she was beautiful and full of life. I don't know. I'm just sick of doing this. Having to deal with people dying because everyone makes such a big deal about it. When I c...

Hello and happy holidays. I love you all. Well, all except you Amy. Anyways, here's news from our partners at WTOM in Indianapolis. Mr. DiMera is now a citrus blonde. Yahoo. When reached for comment, Tommy gave the following statement. "... I just love it. I just love changing my hair at least 5 times a year. It looks cool and my best friend Michael had nothing but good things to say about it. Cheryl, on the other hand, laughed at me when she seen I wasn't strawberry blonde anymore" We'll keep you up to date on that story as more information becomes availible. Okay, let me stop that news report crap. Anyways, people keep telling me that I'm trying to be Vitimin C, the singer, and I tell them, no. Let me get off the hair subject for a while. My grandmother (Well, really my ex-step grandmother-in-law) was put in the hospital wendsday and I just found out today. It totally sucks. No one tells me what happened and what seems to be the probl...

OMG, people, do youknow how annoying my family can be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 My brother Chris, and Will and my cousins from Wisconsin are down for a visit. It's nice to see my brothers and all, but OMG, the rest need to pack there crap and ship out!!!!!! Geez. They are the most stuck up judgemental persons I have ever meet in my entire life. UGHHHHHHHHHHHH! Anyways! I have found out that I am very attracted to Asian people. I'm going thru MPMS right now, so my thoughts aren't flowing easily right now. Rosie made me cry yesterday, but I don't feel lik getting into that right now. I'm going thru another bout of depression and it totally sucks. An old friend of mine, Bryan, is stopping in town from Up state Indiana and he wants to do Brunch so I'll be doing that tomorrow. We most likely will go see not another teen movie as well as do brunch. Then, after that, I'll be going home to deal with my annoying cousins. Chrs, Will, "L" ...

Okay, I was in the inner city, down town to be exact, for a few functions today, and this homeless guy walks up to me and saids he needs some money to support his family and all this BS. And being that I dress nice and all, he thought I would just give up all my money to him. So, I politely said, "I have no money" , which I didn't at the moment because I just use my credit card for like everything. I would have gave him something, because I'm like that. So, anyways, as soon as I said I have nothing to give him he looks and he said, "Yes, you people just don't know how lucky you got it" . I was so insulted by this. Yes, I did the wrong thing. I told him to go fuck himself. But, you people don't understand. I'm not some rich snob. We aren't even that rich for freak sakes. We've been less fortunate. We haven't always gotten what we wanted. I mean, I know how lucky I am. I thank God everyday for being this lucky. But does ...

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(Entry Deleted 12-12-01) Anyways, my new best friend, Michael, came by my job today just to say hello and all that good stuff. I was like, awwwwwwwwwww. Andrew J. would never do that. But I do miss Andrew a lot. But he needs time to figure out things in his life and I just can't be there for him this time because it's killing me. God, I wish I could get into details, but I can't because I promised him I wouldn't talk about it to anyone else. I'm totally missing Rosie. She's been on punishment and can't get online. Sucks for her. And me as well. Well, I'll talk later have to dance! Buh bye!

Ima, SLavveeeeee for you! I can not hide it, I can not control it! Anyways, I love the Simpsons. They're totally cool. Anywas, lets see what has been going on with me. Well Cheryl and I are getting close again, eventhough we aren't together anymore and most likely will never be together again. Okay, so, Andrew J. and I have been fighting for about a month so we both decided not to be best friends anymore. Not getting into any details. So, I have a new best friend, Michael. Damnit, I gotta go. Type more later.