Hey Kiddies. Okay, about me. Friday, the 14th, I smoked my very first Marijuania thingy with Rob. I thought that I might as well try it before I die. hpm. I don't see how it's worst than smoking a cigar. So, why is it illegal? Um, whatever. Then, Rob decided to act stupid and Jack himself off for me . lol. You people need not have details. He's like totally gone crazy though. And, last night, Stryker and I had an arguement about some homeless guy. He was like, "YOu don't know what it's like" And I was like "If I were homeless, and had to beg people for money for food, I would not do it with a cigerret in my mouth." Hell, $3 can buy some lunchoen meat, I'm sure. It's stupid how like I always get this shit put on me just because I don't give away my money or stuff. It's totally stupid. Anyways, that's all for right now. Love you all.
It was an impulse thing. For weeks before my grand gesture of driving to North Carolina I was having pretty much a mental break down. A very grim dentist appointment, loneliness , attachment to things that could never be mine, weight gain, the pressure of business, taking care of an elderly paRant. At one point I just stood in the middle of a room not know where to go literally and figuratively . All of a sudden an opportunity popped up for me to go and I did. Anyone who knows me know I'm not an impulsive person but I just had to do this. To clear my head, to refocus myself. I can get into the details on the trip at a later time. I want with this entry to focus on a single aspect. The thoughts that came to me while driving through the great mountains of this United States and the feelings . I looked out onto the greatness of this land and the beauty it possess and I thought of some things. Deep things. ...