Hey people, and I'm totally horny right now! Okay, Too Much Information. Rosie and I are friends again. She suckered me into it. And one of the first things I did was sent her an r-rated picture of two guys making out. It was an accident of course, but she still got it and now she swears one of the guys are me. Hmmmmmm. The world may never know. Anyways, I'm not talking to Stephanie anymore because she's a total bitch to me and when I ask her why she's being bitchy, she says cause she's cramping. But then, like no more than five minutes later I see her talking to Rob and Scott and she's all happy and not in a bad mood. So, it must be me. So screw her. I didn't want to be friends with a slut like her anyways. Geez, I'm so bored right now. Cheryl came by showing off her new outfitss and I was like matering at the mouth. . So, she was like, "You like this one" and I was like "I would like it better on the floor" and she was like "You're the one that didn't want it that way forever" And I was like "I was a fucking fool" and she was like yummmmmmm.. OMG, something just exploaded outside. Okay, sorry, back to the story. So, anyways, she left me horny and alone. What a bitch. lol. So, then my friend Christina stops by and told this never nasty joke and I've been wanting to vomit ever since. So nasty. So, okay, whatelse. Oh, this other guy named Scott so wants me. And this other guy Jermey so wants me. And this chick Kelly so wants me. It's like, the pressure is building. I got a feeling pretty soon, I am going to loose the gaginity and get some hot V V too. hee hee hee. I'm dumb. I'll write more later. I'm bored with typing.
It was an impulse thing. For weeks before my grand gesture of driving to North Carolina I was having pretty much a mental break down. A very grim dentist appointment, loneliness , attachment to things that could never be mine, weight gain, the pressure of business, taking care of an elderly paRant. At one point I just stood in the middle of a room not know where to go literally and figuratively . All of a sudden an opportunity popped up for me to go and I did. Anyone who knows me know I'm not an impulsive person but I just had to do this. To clear my head, to refocus myself. I can get into the details on the trip at a later time. I want with this entry to focus on a single aspect. The thoughts that came to me while driving through the great mountains of this United States and the feelings . I looked out onto the greatness of this land and the beauty it possess and I thought of some things. Deep things. ...